WILLOW: I-I don't
know, I was trying to program in some new
puns and I kinda ended up with word salad.
I recently watched a prominent member
of LGBTQ literary circles struggle with the preferred pronouns of an
author while presenting hir at a reading. (That's not a typo word
processing program, it's a pronoun.) The author in question is
non-binary identified and prefers the pronouns ze and hir. It was
embarrassing to witness.
I was embarrassed for the author
being mis-pronouned and therefore dismissed as a person with a right
to hir own identity. And I was embarrassed for the presenter who ended up
looking clueless and out of touch with modern queer culture. Side
note: I hate watching people be embarrassed. I have been known to
leave the room during scenes of embarrassment in movies rather then
deal with the anxiety they cause me.
Fault here lays solely on the
presenter. They had clear instructions and still botched it. Even
more fascinating, how had this person who has presumingly been
involved in LGBTQ communities, and in specific LGBTQ writers and
artists, for years never run into anyone else who was genderqueer?
The mind boggles.
And yet, before I climb on to that tall
equine and risk plummeting to the ground I have to confess that I've
screwed it up too. Not in a situation like that mind you, but in
regular conversation.
Mis-pronouning is all too easy and
insidious. From the time we are little and learning to speak we are
given gendered words and gendered pronouns. Alternatives are not
taught when our brains are in that perfect time to learn such things.
It's like secondary languages, the later you try to learn one the
harder it often is. I wonder if folks who did get foreign language
training as children are better able to deal with unfamiliar pronouns
than others. This may be different if your first language isn't English but if it is, it's a problem.
Sometimes it's easier. Persons A and B
go from one gender to another. Simple. A was he and is now she. B was
she and is now he. We know he and she so the change is not so
difficult. Not really any different than remembering a new job title
or last name. There are often name and appearance changes that go
along with it that help to reinforce the switch. Sometimes you meet a
person who has already transitioned and never knew them as anything
else. Then it should be even easier.
And yet people can still screw it up.
I'm most fascinated and appalled when it's someone who didn't know
the transperson pre-tranistion, as though just the knowledge of what
they were assigned at birth colours how the person deals with them
more than how they dress or how hormones or surgery or what have you
has shaped them. It's almost surreal in its dismissiveness.
The more complicated and therefore more
land mine ridden issue are those people who, including myself, don't
fit neatly into male or female, she or he. All the intersex,
genderqueer, non-binary, bigender, intergender, androgyns, third
gender and ad
infinitum folks out there.
A great deal of these people have chosen to use gender-neutral
pronouns to represent their existence outside the binary. Good for
them.
Gender-neutral
pronouns are a big source of debate for a lot of people. Part of the
problem is that there isn't a single set of agreed upon g-n pronouns
out there. Googleing the topic brings up lots of different theories
and permutations. In the end, all you can really do is ask a person.
Hard to do in some contexts, stupidly easy in others. Meanwhile, I'm
training myself to use the singular they with everyone until
otherwise informed.
And it
is a matter of training. If I screw up a pronoun, it's cause my brain
was programmed binary and breaking programing takes time. What's sad is
I'm not binary myself and still have trouble remembering all this.
Worse still the forensics and physically anthropology training I had
mean I automatically note those physical traits used to identify the
'sex' of human remains. I often wonder how much the bodies of trans
and intersex people screw with those measurements. But anthropology
also taught me about cultures where third, fourth and more genders
beyond male and female exists.
So
what about me? What pronouns do I prefer? Even with the wife I don't
tend to push the identity thing but I probably should. Part of it's
that I hate to inconvenience people but more it's a low self esteem
thing. I'm not sure I deserve to be identified properly. And what
would proper identification be any way? Since I'm not really bothered
by he or she and both are equally right and wrong, I don't think
about it much. Maybe I should.
I'm
leaning toward the singular they personally. It's simple. They is
already a word folks know. The Spivak system has some merit in my
opinion; e or ey, em and eir but I've also seen it said that since em is
already used as a colloquial shortening of them that somehow
creates confusion. Not sure how but whatever.
So for
now, with me that is, go with the singular they. I'll tell you'll if
that changes.